Sticky Serious talks.

Can we get an admin to give this thread an update? Some of the names in the list are now permabanned members.

 

I’m always here to listen to anyone i’ve always had a philosophy that if you just listen to someone and get to know them that can change a lot and help, i’d love to be added to this list.

 

Quality af thread

 

Well hopefully this annoying stuff is over. I don't really care about being added to the list or not but if anyone needs anyone to talk to feel free to message me. I was certified in many different aspects of mental health and suicide prevention when I was in the Army so I'll do my best to be there for you if you need it

 

As a matter of fact here's my discord : https://discord.gg/d3Xeje

If anyone needs somebody to actually TALK to, message me on there an I'll come talk to you.

I've lost more of my battle buddies to this than I have in actual combat. If there's anyone I can help I would be more than happy to.

 

Thanks to @scuffed water I'm feeling alot better Sound advice from a sound lead. It still sucks but i feel a lot, and i mean a lot better.

 

I'm trying really fucking hard to not be super stupid ragey and upset at the same time. I'm fucking heartbroken and pissed.
I just found out my Great Uncle Jim passed away over a year ago. I loved this man. He was my grandma's brother who we saw about every time we went to tennessee, which was ALOT growing up. (literally every weekend for years)
Now, I know me and my mom and dad haven't spoken in years. But. My fucking sister and I. The one who I finally blocked in feb after finding out she in fact was lying to me, siding with mom and lying to me to get info about my life, didn't fucking tell me. Didn't tell me he died. Didn't tell me there was a funeral. Nothing. I just now found out because every few years I'll look up classmates to see how their lives are going, and I have a few cousins I've cut ties with (90% of my family is fucking toxic and horrible) and I was looking them up and I saw his obituary. I know a lot of you guys think i have a shit personality and play victim alot but like. guys my heart hurts so bad. I dont have anyone to talk to right now cause the bf is asleep and i don't wanna wake him up. I wish i was born to a different family. almost all the good people are gone. my piece of shit grandpa will outlive all of us. I don't kno wwhere I'm going with this anymore sorry

 

When you get a chance you should visit his grave. Say some words, or don't say anything, whatever feels right for. It may help you feel some closure.
I would also recommend contacting other members of your family that you look up to, just so something awful like this doesn't happen in the future.

 

I have been wondering how else to build relationships on this server other than in game. I want to find people on the forums to talk to but I don’t wanna be made fun of for posting a “beg for friends” thing. What I am saying is, I want friends and someone that I can talk to. On the internet of course, idk why I want it on the internet but I just want someone to talk to that I want to talk to... you know? Making friends isn’t something that you can ask for or is it?
I’ve been looking for someone to unload a bunch of shit on my mind to that isn’t someone like my family because I need need people in my life. This is a clusterfuck of a post, I know, but thanks for reading.

This has been on my mind for a while now but I didn’t know what else to do.

 

I would like to add i am very tired and on xanex and heavy sleep meds rn so i might regret this post when i wake up lol

 

Despite how goofy I can be I am very experienced in the rocky road of life so im always here to lend an ear and advice if needed.

 

Yeah, that sucks. Python has some solid advice. Maybe you can talk to other family members about him? Help find you some closure.

Although, there is something about closure nobody ever tells anybody. Nothing will ever fill the void left by any traumatic experience. It'll only get smaller and smaller, until the void stops sucking everything in and it becomes manageable.

You'll never get over his death, or how your family treated you in this case. But, you can find a way to honor his memory and move on. Not forget, not get over, but move on.

 

Heya, Sticky Bandit here.

How old are you, btw?

 

Thanks guys. And sorry python didn't see you responded till just now.
Unfortunately the only family I talk to (like twice a year) is on the other side of my family and lives in an entirely different part of the country. But I do appreciate the advice. It's been a few days now since I found out and things have felt a little better once I got calmed down lol.

thanks again for the advice and kind words

 

So I was just paid today. Turns out, it's not enough to cover rent, and I dont get paid for another 2 weeks.

This means I either have to ask my mom for cash or somehow find a way to make $300 in less than a week.

It's just putting a lot of stress on me and my gf. I feel bad because it was my fault for quitting my job abruptly.

Good news is that if I do find that $300 laying around, I should be able to begin saving money again.

 

Do Uber or Uber eats - hustle man. Make your rent. It'll be tough, but just sit down and hustle.

 

How long does it take to register for those? I attempted to register for Uber and they said they needed to inspect my car.

Edit: Signed up for doordash. Going in for orientation tomorrow.

 

Oh my Uber doesn't require any inspections, lol. Depends on your area.

Doordash is a lot easier to get into. Now, some people are like "OMG UBER/DOORDASH ARE STEALILNG MY MONEY!!111" and I mean, you're not wrong, but like... they're a hustlers app. If you can hustle, you'll make good money. If you think it's just supposed to be a chill job where you play on your phone all day, you're gonna have a bad time. You drive, quickly, from restaurant to customer. You make a quick, friendly engagement to the customer, confirming their entire order. This will leave an impression on them, and earn you a better tip, possibly (preferably) cash. Then you run back to the car, and take the next job. It's repetitive, but it's easy if you know how to hustle.

 

16 now..