I cannot handle it anymore.

It's another version of you, sod off grace.

 

Dude, I think since I know you, I can be honest.
It just seems like you're wanting attention, which is understandable, but the way you are asking for it is only bringing others to not want to care. And when certain people do offer you attention, you neglect it, ironic as that is.

Don't let your sensitivity affect you on the internet with a bunch of people who haven't even met you in person. Grow some thicker skin and start memeing.
As far as the personal problems, if you need someone to talk to, I'll offer you my attention again. Best wishes man.

 

Bro, I will be honest with you. Most interactions ive had with you and seen from you is either you complaining that people are harassing or annoying you for X reason, or you doing that exact thing you were complaining about. Im not saying you are, but it sure as hell seems like you are victimizing yourself, and people on the internet take that opportunity to take jabs at you since... well its the internet. You cant expect everybody on here or in life to be nice to you, and if you face it by so to say "playing the victim" instead of letting them know you dont give a fuck, they will keep doing it.

Look, im not saying you arent going through some shit yourself with this, but making a thread about it wont help you in any way. I really respect @Melon Maniac ´s response since he knows thats exactly why I wasnt the nicest person to him back in the day. You gotta lift your head up and let everyone know y0u arent taking any L´s my man.

I wish ya the best, and I hope you get your problems behind ya
~Kyle

 

I'm not doing it on purpose. I can't just bottle up my emotions and keep it in. I just need to tell people why I'm feeling this way but it's honestly really difficult. If u guys were like me, you would prob feel the same way. I have trouble talking with people and so I've pretty much just stopped cuz like I don't wanna waste my time and that's how my mind thinks and I do get extremely sensitive over that stuff. It's just who I am and I can't control it. I've had it my whole life even in my youth I've felt the same way.

 

I'm like you Falco. I understand okay? I have social anxiety, to the point where I take medication. Making a thread about wanting people to pay attention to you, is all for attention. If you want friends, be cool dude. Don't expect everyone to like you, because not everyone will. I used to be in a position where no one liked me, but you just gotta find the right group. Making thread after thread, and complaining in shoutbox isn't going to do you any good. If someone is harassing you a moderator will deal with it, if you're being cast out then maybe the people who are casting you out aren't the right people to be friends with anyway. Just find the right group, and you'll fit in fine.

I realize it's hard bottling your emotions up, and I've done that. To the point where I have hurt from it, we understand you're going through some shit. But like Kyle said you have to lift your head up and let everyone know you aren't taking an L's. Just be confident, and you'll do fine.

 

You still are in your youth fam. I have extended an invite to join me on TS3 before, I sit in an open unlocked channel when I am online. If i am in a locked channel poke me and we can chat.

 

Well here is one main reason why I feel this way. So there's this other ttt server that I like playing on called compactgamers or cG. I've been going there since like last fall and I've enjoyed it a lot and the ppl are funny as well. So I decided to join their forums around march and now I'm banned from their forums and ts forever all because of little reasons because of targetting and disturbance. I was just really frustrated at the time and now I'm stuck being banned forever and I'm extremely upset because I wish I could be unbanned from that and I rlly enjoyed it and I'm just missing it so much.

 

I wont comment on anything other than a philosophy that I think you should follow: If you have a problem and can do something about it.... then why worry? And if you have a problem and can´t do anything about it... then why worry?
Everyone has problems mate, and everyone has to learn how to face them. There are plenty of people here probably willing to help you with that. Complaining over and over about the little things isnt gonna take you anywhere buddy.

 

Great piece of advice. Life's a bitch and life's also great. Face the hard times and also embrace the good ones.

 

You have to drop the "nobody knows what it's like" attitude. There are people on these servers probably going through much more difficult times than you could imagine. Sometimes you have to put things in perspective. Outright denying the possibility that people could understand your issues just makes this thread pointless. Plenty of people are here to listen, myself included. Nobody is going to give you a solution to all your life problems, that's on you. Talk to people, get advice about your problems, give people the chance to understand you, take everything with a grain of salt, and you'll be ok.

I'm not trying to be condescending but I'm 23 years old and I've been through some shit. I've been addicted to drugs, I've been to rehab, I've been homeless, I've dealt with the law, I've battled mental illnesses, I've disappointed my family, etc etc etc. I'm sure there are people here who have had it way worse than me, whether or not through their own actions. It's not always your actions that define you, but your reactions. I'd post the rocky speech here but you get the point. Life's gonna hit you hard sometimes, but always remember it has hit people harder and they manage to keep going; you can, too.

Tldr; give people a chance and keep pushing

 

I've been in a similar situation. My parents divorced when I was 8 and, in total, I've moved 11 or 12 times in the past 8 years. I'm 16, and it's gotten to the point where moving is just routine. I simply don't care about moving, because I'm expecting to move again the next summer or fall.

*EDIT* I've found that when I'm stressed or angry or whatever, listening to music helps. Or reading, but it's all down to personal preference. Just do whatever you enjoy. You're probably going to say you enjoy playing TTT, but if that's the reason you're stressed, DON'T DO IT. Simple as that. Do something else.

 

"Bottle up emotions unhealthily" versus "say every last thing that comes into my head and come what may" is a false dichotomy presented by people who are attempting to excuse a basic lack of manners or social grace. It's not that you *can't* exercise a healthy public face while still expressing yourself -- it's that you have so far chosen not to learn how. You're still a kid. Your brain isn't done. It doesn't just stop growing and learning. One of the great blessings of being a human is that you can actually think about what you're thinking about, and if you gain real wisdom, you can think *about* thinking about what you're thinking about.

You can interrupt the cycle consciously, willfully. It's not "who you are" -- it's "who you choose to be right now."

 

I've not had that much interaction with you, however, if I recall in shoutbox you were very passive and friendly. If you play EU I'll gladly talk and play..

Here's a link to a post where you can talk to people about personal life: https://www.seriousgmod.com/threads/serious-talks.19528/

Feel free to add me, I'm always up for helping and supporting others: http://steamcommunity.com/id/AlexKKK/

 

I think there are reasons you got banned. Try to learn from them.

 

enjoy ur 3 months away : )

 

http://compactgamers.com/bans/?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:172255827&Submit
(This is a list of bans you have from the Compact Gamers servers.)

 

http://compactgamers.com/bans/?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:172255827&Submit

 

Sadly you cant be unbanned for ur behavior.
You drama queen , and hungry for attention.

 

How off topic can we get in an off topic thread

G o d e e p e r

 

I will go deeper in steph