This year has been pretty hard work wise but i hope this work experience helps my find the path i want to study. Oh and thanks for the giveaway.
I have quite a few things that I've gone through, most that I still am. I'm not super reserved about it so it's in a spoiler, just didn't want this post to be massive and droning. Probably a little much but it feels good to bitch about things so I do. With that out of the way, my sincere thanks for hosting this giveaway. You always make the best ones. Spoiler: If you're interested My disjointed personality and identity, my steadily declining health, my unstable family. Self-esteem looking infinitesimal, becoming emotionally absent, facing frustration with my own limitations. Own self-preservation simply not present, currently not seeking a future let alone a bright one, no motivation to achieve any goals. Suicide's a big hitter, but I've been keeping it in check for now. Turned away some good friends for no good reason.
Biggest struggle has been to not rage and destroy my slow laptop when trying to play TTT or do homework on it. (Believe me, it's slow). Can't wait for my macbook to arrive. Thanks for giveaway!
Ok that game look neat AF... My biggest struggle was moving back from germany and finding that the school ive been in since literally Kindergarden (last year of Kindergarden) would not accept me for my senior year. This meant and well, still means that I have to do my senior year of highschool in another school separated from all my buds ive been with since again, FOREVER.... And its shitty to have to move schools in your SY cuz well... ITS THE LAST YEAR! AND I KNOW NOBODY! Well I guess it could be worse... I could have been diagnosed with progessive Scoliosis and have been told that in about 2 years ill be bound to a wheelchair. Oh, that happened to....Ok already made you feel bad for me? LMAO PS/ thanks for the giveaway Anna much apreciated..
The hardest struggles this year for me would have to be all of the mid terms I have to take this semester *-* pray for me Thanks for the giveaway Anna!
Spoiler: Biggest struggle? Out of some I had this year, school has got to be the top of the list. I started my junior year in August and I am taking some pretty rigorous courses like APUSH and AP Biology. So far, I am not failing any of my classes but Biology specifically has been giving me a tough time on the exams. I've pretty much been doing assignments or studying every single night. To add insult to injury, my school has been nosediving quite a lot recently (in terms of policies, protocol, and some other bs) and me and my friends (irl) have been getting frustrated with it and some of the workload. Oh yeah, and my gaming computer has been broken since early August so i've been isolated from video gaming and being available to play with peeps on my friends list or in the community for about 3 months now. Fingers crossed, I may be able to get it fixed in the coming weeks. On the plus side, my writing has been getting noticed both locally and nationally recently. Everything has began to calm down and become quite a lot better from about two months ago. Redraw for me if I end up winning. I already have the game.
