Futility is an act of the Understanding.

Suicide, read please

I explained clearly how I left and in what capacity. I was not thinking about the report, and I had no chance to. It was not explicated whatsoever that it was going to be a problem before I left. To me it was a clearcut case, I stopped thinking about it, then ragequit after having been killed early on as a traitor. Anger is nothing in regards to stupidity. Once again, you claim you are only doing your job, maybe your job is not that great a thing, after all. Maybe it is in fact worthless if you cannot, or if you are not allowed, to view things from a perspective other than "this happened, no explanation can make it right". It is far too rigid, far too silly, and frankly inhuman. I'm glad I wasted my time trying to convince you otherwise. All you did was reiterate his moronic points, that I "should have known better" when that was in fact not the case. The first time I was banned it was truly a RDM and leave, this time that was not the case, but is merely construed as such. You have an even worse image of the situation, which leads me to think you only side with your mod because that is what you are supposed to do.

And I will react to your ignorance and arrogance with the same frustration; what you are doing is worthless. You can claim you are above me with your trash, but that is only so because you refuse to see my point, which I have not clearly given on multiple occasions, which have not been responded to sufficiently. I'm very disappointed in all of you, your overly bureaucratical tendencies, your lack of humanity, your lack of care, and your obsessive need to call out "toxicity". What makes you better than a Riot? You even operate on a smaller scale which thereby makes the bureaucracy inefficient.

Thanks for showing me that interacting with fellow human beings is de facto as cynically drab and awful as my imagination tells me.

Obviously there was no consideration from the start. It's absolutely disgusting.

The both of you show the same inability to comprehend basic mistakes, and think of personal attacks as "toxicity" instead of simply a lashing out in frustration, a desperate word-attack with no meaning. All you do is label people, you ignore them as human beings and see them as your frankly retarded conceptions. This is the last time I interact with any of you. I sincerely hope you all reconsider your lives and realize this little circlejerk will bring you nothing, the persona you take on as an admin/mod is false, it is pathetic, and it is inhuman. It's a faded image of a ruleset far from any type of human form. You are spouting nominalism, you are indeed worth-less. And not because of who you are as people, but who you are as role-players. And that is what makes me sad, the inability to see beyond your pathetic fucking role.

I hope you do not take this as a personal insult, because it is not. Your writing is at least lucid. Take care of yourself. I hope you enjoyed my desperation and effort to regain a beloved pastime that was wrongfully robbed of me. I hope it really made you guys happy, and that it made the people who followed me to put them on their "shame list" or whatever was equally funny to you. Gain any position of authority and you are free to bully the subjugated. It rings true here as it does everywhere else, but it never loses its tragic physiognomy.

 

this is a garry's mod server um...

 

Wat, I'm confused on how this is needed. And why you posted it. Have you ever heard of the tactic to write the email, then Delete it??

 

Have you ever heard about the tactic of buying a nice thick rope?

I am attacking you all.

 

If you were trying to get sympathy. Fat chance now.

 

Kbye

 

Wow, aren't you a peach?

HAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH

Spoiler: omg

EDIT:

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT WHY ARE YOU IDIOTS ALWAYS LASHING OUT BECAUSE YOU WERE CAUGHT ON MY WOS ALREADY

 

Nice use of a thesaurus!

 

a fucking what

 

Oh, I know you, fucking cuck. I haven't used a thesaurus in my life. Fucking rat. I read more than I play on your trash TTT server, you punk bitch. I spit on you.

 

so what youre telling me here is that you rdmed accidentally and got mad after you got killed so you left

sounds like you rdmed and left to me idk about everyone else

 

Staff plz help

 

I cant read half the words he used, all I know is you should take this to a counselor instead of a Gary's Mod server forums

 

Maybe you should read a book or two.

 

Maybe you should read the rules.

 

maybe you should act your age "23"

 

Gg

 

Maybe you should suck my dick.

 

What is a book?