I wanted to apologize too the entire community for how I've been acting recently, a very close person to me committed suicide last week and it not only shook me it has broken me. This individual mean't the world to me and she took her life at 22 years old. Very rarely doe's something get to me but as I said this not only got to me it has completely destroyed me, and how I deal with situations like this is by drowning myself in sorrow and liquor. This is why I have been very hostile and very aggressive lately. I'm not trying to make up an excuse for my behavior I'm just trying to explain why. I wish to rebuild the bridge's that I have completely burnt down over the past few days. I needed to get this off my chest and I already feel better as I was bottling up and it was carrying over to my day to day routine. I was causing unneeded drama when I shoulden't have been even on the internet in the first place, I should should have explained this earlier but I am not good with talking about my personal feelings or anything personal really. So I am sorry and I will be better.
I'm really sorry to hear. I know how you feel, my father was on the brink of passing away after a stroke recently. My thoughts are with you and I hope you feel better soon.
sorry to here that bro hope to see you better and hope to see you reply for mod like i said before you were the best there was ....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=T8YluAMCRT8 i hope this helps man, this song actually helped me threw some shit. And if you ever need an ear to talk into or a shoulder to lean on man I'm here for you man.
I thought you were acting . . . uncharacteristic. I've dealt with family suicides as well. They were never immediate family, but family none the less. I've been to many a crying mothers, fathers, cousins and aunts. Hope to see you soon and get well friend.
I want you to always remember that even though you may have never met any of the Serious TTT community, we are always here for you. If you ever need a chat or something, just PM me; that goes for anyone.
all im hopeing is that u return as admin i miss and im sorry for ur loss i hope things get better and if u ever need a chat im here for u
I know the feeling dude my moms best friend and her year old daughter were killed about 4 years back, worst week of my life. Link if you want details I wouldnt read it. http://www.madisonmagazine.com/Madison- ... ust-Leave/ Her two twin daughters were like my first two friends. Also side note Lisa. Tracys mom and my moms other friend Sunny wept all day for everyday for a week in my house.
