Sticky Serious talks.

My parents always thought I was a failing student cause I never did homework. What they didnt know is I did it all at school and took my free time to do free stuff . Show them that youre actually doing what youre sent, and that its not a threat to your academic progress. And try to convince them that your out of school time is for you and not for homeowork, in a very chill way.

 

Mainly posting here because I think it will give me good luck.

It has been like 14 days of school now. At lunch, I currently talk to people, but during the 20 minute recess, I plop my back against a wall and do nothing. I often feel very sad and ask myself why we moved from my old friends here. Anyways, so far it's been a total of like 4 1/2 hours of sitting against a hot wall in 120 degrees contiplating life.

 

Boom I feel the exact same way as you. Nobody ever talks to me in school and I'm like "Why can't I be homeschooled or online schooled?" I hate public school so much and I don't wanna go any more to it. If u do feel that way, you can always talk to your parents or counselors about this and u may get those options if u want.

 

I dont want online school as it would probably ruin a social life. But i agree. I hate these 20 minutes of my life. Every day, most people love recess. But I dread it.

 

Why are your parents trying to restrict you with that? Also, how can they stop you from doing it in your free time at school?

 

Punishments at home.... last time that happened it wasnt pretty.

 

But how will they know you did it at school? Also, why are they against you doing it at school and why would they punish you for it? I feel for you, man, that situation must suck. Is it an option to sit down and talk to them about it and how you want to do what's best for your education and future rather than be limited by their view on correct education, and that you don't want to grow up to resent them for the way they treated you?

 

Oof. Sounds rough. I've never had panic attacks that bad, but when I'm feeling drained emotionally I find it's really helpful to think hard about what's been going on, find out what's causing you to feel that way, and do your best to fix the problem. Last year I felt really stressed because of a way overcrowded schedule, and I was averaging 3-4 hours of sleep a night, and I was just exhausted all the time physically and mentally. I took a hard look at my life, and made changes to reduce that stress, and while they were hard choices (I ended up resigning), it really helped a lot. Didn't fix everything, but it helps.

Tl;dr figure out what's really negative in your life, and try and make it better if possible. Maybe if you can't fix the big things, go for the little ones instead

 

Ok so first of all, every time I come on the servers, there are always everyone just being plain annoying and I start to get mad because I cannot handle it honestly. And I'm always ignored in the servers and treated like a piece of trash. I like some ppl in the servers but mostly everyone else acts toxic and just annoying.
Also, I started school on Wednesday. Already cannot handle it. I don't get along with anyone there and I just wanna drop out of public school. I hate it so much and I break down inside. And people that make fun of me for that, grow a pair and stop teasing people that are feeling down. Just wanted to let u guys know.

 

same, my dude. freshman year. dont like ANYBODY and i dont live in the high schools neighnour hood and didnt go to elemtary schools in the area. so i only know 3 people. my friends that i went there with.

 

iwant2die

 

The world won't change for you, which gives you two choices: change or stay the same. Both are valid choices, so just go with the one you can pull through with, whatever else may come. Take the path you won't regret.
Change isn't easy and staying the same through adversity is difficult as well. If you're genuinely nice and or fun(ny), it'll attract positive attention. If people have weighed you and found you wanting, either trust that you're good as you are or open yourself to change.

As for being on the servers .. I dunno, ignore 'em or ask yourself why they annoy you and how you can make them less annoying (ignoring them, etc.)

Give the people a chance and don't box yourself in. There may well be more to your classmates than you're seeing, and while what you're seeing on the surface at school might be off-putting, underneath that might be a person you'd get along with well. I went to high school with a girl that I couldn't stand in class but one night (lived in a dormitory) we ended up talking and fast forward 4 hours we were still talking and having laughs together. Moral of the story, give the people a chance and put yourself out. People pick up on it when you don't want to talk to them. And their attitude to you changes accordingly.

This is for you
low-key you shouldn't kill yourself, your trashy memes would be a tragic loss

 

I want to fly away.

Spoiler: Fly to the end.

I wish that I could fly
Into the sky
So very high
Just like a dragonfly
I'd fly above the trees
Over the seas in all degrees
To anywhere I please
Oh I want to get away
I want to fly away
Yeah yeah yeah
I want to get away
I want to fly away
Yeah yeah yeah
Let's go and see the stars
The milky way or even mars
Where it could just be ours
Let's fade into the sun
Let your spirit fly
Where we are one
Just for a little fun
Oh oh oh yeah!
I want to get away
I want to fly away
Yeah yeah yeah
I want to get away
I want to fly away
Yeah yeah yeah
I got to get away
Feel I got to get away
Oh oh oh yeah
I want to get away
I want to fly away
Yeah, yeah, yeah (oh yeah)
I want to get away
I want to fly away
Yeah with you yeah yeah
I got to get away

 

What the point of sharing.ur shiti poem in this thread?

 

That's not a shitty poem. That's lenny kravitz.

 

tell me a reason not to shoot up a hospital right now
im bored

 

niggas know ima ball just like the heat, heat!

 

Not the right place to do this man. If you wanna help these people by all means respond. But if your just gonna rap in here please go do it somewhere else.

 

It sounds like you get easily stressed, panicky and anxious. Have you been to a therapist for a session? It might help you tremendously.

 

Well I have seen a therapist but it didn't really work out well. I'm going to see another one that'll hopefully help me. I do take meds for my anxiety in the morning but it's not enough.